Pantomime animosity.

I'm the boy that looks excited
I'm the boy that's gonna fall apart
Candyfloss, I lie to myself
I'm the boy that eats his heart out

I know I should be more careful
I know I should watch where I've been
Candyfloss and she's a safecracker
She kissed me first and then broke in

We slip and slide on the stay-together landmine
I make my mind up to never be myself
And every time I make a rhyme
I live my life for someone else

Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa

She's in the kitchen with bitter diamond drunks
(She's in the way)
I'm on the sofa hoping she leaves that punk cause
(I'm in the way)

I'm the boy with the poetry power
I'm the boy, smells like flowers
Every time I make a rhyme
I live my life like I wasn't invited

Oh-whoa-whoa

She's in the way
I'm in the way

I'm the boy that looks excited
I'm the boy that's gonna fall apart
Candyfloss, she kissed me first
And I'm the boy, don't get me started

I know I should be more careful
I know I should watch where I've been
Candyfloss, she's a safecracker
She kissed me first, then broke in

Oh-whoa-whoa

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Fun-o-rama 20!

Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 9:52 AM

FUN-O-RAMA had a crazy start and a crazy ending.
Everywhere you went in ACJC, people were talking, shouting and screaming non-stop, it was this buzz of activity that ran on and on and on. At some points of time, you couldn't even really hear your own voice.
Simple your many gestures may be, i'm touched by all of them, because these little things are the ones that show you more than care.
It was my first time being involved in such a large-scale carnival. I must admit, it was impressive. The originality and creativity of all the different stalls was just eye-ogling and mind-boggling. I couldn't imagine anything of such sort in my creative-brain-juices-filled brain. There were banners of all sorts which were also done up nicely with paint. The school looked...fit for a funfair. For a funfair done up by a school, it was of the same standard done up by professionals.
I feel sad when everytime you go all the way out to do something for me, there's nothing for you in return.
They even managed to obtain sponsorship(eg.NTUC) and all sorts of things, literally were sold there. Things like, TOOTHPASTE and even a $100 'branded' cake were sold out.
No favours, just..Nothing.
Shift was the first slot.
People came and went. Small little children aiming ping pong balls into our 'smelly shoes' that dangled from the top. It WAS kind of funny because our grand prize was a TV phone which was a HUGE scam, because we made others think we had a iphone to give out. Instead, it was just this lousy made-in-china imitation of an iphone, where by a thought-to-be stylus pen was a radio antenna, which was incidentally pulled out by Simeon.
I'm not able to give you what you want, not now. That's why, i'm pleading for you to stop this selfless giving.
We were laughing like crazy when the antenna popped out.
We couldn't help it, you know.
It was just SUPER funny.
It's killing me inside, bit by bit, little by little. I shouldn't have lied to myself. That my talking to you, was not going to affect you in any way. Was not going to hurt you in any way possible.
Bakas and Ben10 came too.
We had a happy time chit-chatting and laughing at a certain someone because his coupons kept getting koped away by us and when his $4 helium balloon flew away.
HAHAHAHA. Okay, sorry adriel. Have to thank you anyway la. For the sponsorship of coupons. Orelse, i wouldn't have gotten my beautiful, precious cotton-candy.
Fish. That was never going to come true. I shouldn't have given myself that little happiness i found in talking to you, because thattt, would, in fact, hurt you more. I should not have allowed myself such a luxury, at your expense.
Conclusion of the day was the tiredness of it all. It didn't looked THAT tiring to me, but, ultimately, after everything, my legs were going jelly-like and soft.
Would you have given me your all if i told you the line that you feared? Would you have continued being selfless? i wanted 'yes's, but it was impossible.
The setting-up of the stall, was as claimed by other classes, slacked for us, cause we only had one stall to focus on. HOWEVER, DO NOT, by all means, assume, that our job is less tiring than you guys. We went through hell deciding the banner, the back-drop and the placing of the tables, gifts and choosing the tablecloth. IT WAS JUST SHIT WORK.
if you said yes, i would've probably blamed myself for being greedy, for ignoring how you felt. Giving little care to your feelings. Loving someone with all your heart is not easy.
1AA2 were also delightfully camwhoring after all the clearing-up. We were waiting for the in-charge to take his own sweet time to come over to our stall and check out the clearing that we did. It was damn funny, because Cleo's balloon flew away after undergoing 'beating' by us. we were trying to slam the balloon into each other's faces and the rebounding of the balloon against our palm was just too much for the cord that it broke, and off it went.
Somehow, i wanted you to stay beside me, even though i knew i couldn't give you anything back. I thought hard. Why?? Was i really selfish? Hoping you wouldn't leave me? Hoping you would stay by my side, forever tied.
The balloon came off and it was released to freedom.
i didn't know why i did it. Its probably the reason why i'm so confused. i want you, and i want you not.
Thereafter, we continued, merrily, with the fooling around and the koping of free jellies that we shamelessly took.
I feel tight inside everytime i think of you. A flitting image makes me shrink inside. A clog in my heart, lumping together, so tight. i can't breathe.
Things i earned from fun-o-rama:
1. A hot-pink and black piggy beanbag plushie
2. Heart-shaped white earrings
3. 2 love-shaped lollipops
4. A panda bear with a red 'LOVE' t-shirt
5. Candyfloss!
6. Aching legs
7. Blue flower cushion with smiley face (minus this, cause i gave it to kuaiwen, who was eyeing it for a very very very long time.)
8. Smiley face badge
9. Haunted house ticket as souvenir
Why am i such a loser?! i go around breaking people's hearts. And then i feel sorry for doing so.
That reminds me, Scone's haunted house was hilarious. Although they made a deliberate effort in realism, with the ghosts and the atmosphere, it was just LAUGHING AND ROLLING OVER FLOOR LAUGHING SOMEMORE.
My soft-heartedness is idiotic. It is not an excuse for my actions. It is the reason why i always can't bring myself to bear the truth on you. Instead, i try to work it out on my own. I should not have been so indecisive. Brings about grief, and more grief. Heartache, and more ache. But now, i know, clearly, how you feel.
Beonnan was damn funny because halfway through, he received a call from his classmate, and then he went 'Go away la, ghost.' when an apparent ghost swooped over his head. He also continued with the epic 'i'm in a haunted house.' I bet his friend on the other line would be wondering what the hell he was talking about. LOL.
I'm inflicting pain on someone dear i care for. Maybe i'm a plaque, something that shouldn't exist, should never, ever, have been born into this world.
Another owned part was the fact that kangwei went to AH's haunted house and one of the ghost's phone suddenly rang and he picked it up saying 'i'm in the haunted house scaring people. KAY. BYE.'
During the haunted house, i was also happily koping lightsticks. Laughed till my tears came out, really.
I think the 'ghosts' there were also trying their very best not to laugh at us. Our laughter was like, ringing throughout the entire LT2 and they were probably thinking we were insane. I was holding onto my stomach because it hurt too much after laughing all the way and i almost forgot to breathe.
Guilt. And everything else, that makes me feel sick. Because you should be mugging. Your studies are more important than THATstupid girl. A distraction that should be discarded.
Okay, enough of all the insanity.
I edited my skin, very obvious, yeh.
Included the theme of CANDYFLOSS! WHOO.
I finally managed to take a picture with my all time favourite food.
LOVEIT.
Changed my profile a little too.
i'm loving it.

The rest of the pictures were taking so long to upload that i gave up.
Haha. I'll try to upload them on facebook when i have time.
Now, its time for homework.

Ladies and gentleman, welcome to the candy empire.

Hello. My name is liying, without any spacing in between.
I'm obviously a girl, if it isn't obvious enough. I also have this super, uber, long name which says Any one will do, its your choice.

My awesomeness can't be contained in such a teeny-weeny box because i'm sensational. Yes, I'm loved, bayy-beh. I blog about everything under the sun and anything that's the past, present and the future. My profile page is non-existent, because its not long enough.

In more detail, click here.

16 on 18 June. She's single & loving it.

She's like TV, you see her, hear her like CD.

But clearly you'd be on different degree levels, whatever. No, you can't touch her.

Give her a pink candyfloss, and you’ll be loved by her.

Prioritize her, you automatically jump to the top of her list.

She says MARSHMELLOWS, KOKO CRUNCH and HONEY STARS are the happenning.

She is bubbly, temperamental, and fabulous.

She takes pride in being a bakaranger, as bakaRED the dolphin. In fact, BAKAS are her first priority.

What you see is what you get.
She's what you see and what she will be.
That's just who she is.

If she wants to do this, i'm sorry, but you can't make her do that.

There's more to what meets the eye. So, although first impressions last forever, blow that.

Judge her based on what's inside, not 'the cover'.

You are perfection. She's your reflection.

She is nobody.
Nobody is perfect.
HAHA, erase that.

She does what everyone else does. She seeks perfection and strives to keep her inconsistent sanity in check.

She's an artist. She draws, yes.

The weather forecasts her mood, and her mood predicts her dress code.

Unpredictable? Yes. Like the river currents, she changes course fast.

You may not be able to keep up with her; because with her around, you never know what's going to happen next.

In short, she's versatile.

Wild at times, but she's a fun-loving, peacelover. (Of couse, she tries hard to be the peacemaker.)

Her personality doesn't lie. She keeps her promises and am true to her word.

Give her no permission? She breaks the rules.

She doesn't conform. She loves fashion. Her style is imagination.

Don't ever try to play her. Don't lie, don't patronise, just change your ways.

Lights out, there's no room for her to cry. So tell her what went wrong.

For every door that's open, she's not going to shut it. Why no, she prefers to take her chances.

The issue on weight ticks her off.

She desires a lower metabolism 'cause its really difficult for her to put on the extra kilograms.

Unless you want to feel guilty for the rest of your life, do not ever mention the words 'you are skinny' because it does hurt.

It would be a great blow to her self-esteem. No, correction. She would be greatly demoralised.

Be kind to her, she forgives and forgets.

She must confess she loves her bloody punctuality, though she tries to be on time.

She yearns morning rains and waking up to the sounds of waves.

To watch the stars and have a clover leaf, its luck.

Everything ‘bout her screams water and she thinks water is the coolest drink.

She loves everything and hates nothing.

She’s into swimming, lifesaving, wakeboarding, drumming, rollerblading, rollercoasters, glow-in-the-darks, bunk beds, japanese, anime, audition, manga and her eekies.

She loves sleeping, but hey, she's no pig.

She loves shiny things because they catch the eye. Diamonds, chandeliers, shoes, bags, anything glitter goes.

She loves lipgloss, eyeliner, red nails and her red highlights. Yes, she's vain, but isn't that what makes a girl?

A huge fan of Walt Disney, she espcially loves the redhead little mermaid, Ariel.

Although she sucks at it, she loves jigsaw puzzles.

She likes to see the pieces come together, just like how she makes life to be - a portrait.

Her world is filled with colours, especially RED.scarlet, aqua and azure.

There’s no such thing as black and white, so don’t tell her what’s right from wrong.

She wants good riddance to evil, global warming and poverty.

If you smoke, she bites.

Keep your nails off the chalkboard, unless you're trying to bring her down.

Music plays a large part in her life. She enjoys stuffing earpieces in her ears and hear the music explode.

Sometimes, she tries to escape from burnin' out.

Give her a super shock, blow her off the block. Make her wanna. You're welcomed.

Rock. She likes it when you pop.

Guys with spiky hair make her melt. But hush, hush, turn it up baby, make your move. You've got fever, this freaking beat's so hot.

If you've got something she's never seen, one shot, you gotta give her everything.

Only one condition before she moves. She's no longer your prey, but the predator.

With every move she makes, she keeps her hunting eyes on the game. When her target is finally found, now it's time to play.

No need to talk, when you're caught.

Games get a bit of that, where's the thunder at. Get in her track, she's game.

But remember there's one thing you should know, when she's in hot pursuit, her mission is you. You don't have to beg for more.

She doesn't turn back. She doesn't fear her past - Guess she delivers that.

She believes in fairytales, miracles and happily-ever-afters.

Don’t say no to her because she’ll make you say yes.

If you don't want her to go, try to convice her that she should stay.

She dislikes things like parting ways and saying goodbyes. The next time you leave her, instead of saying ‘bye’, say ‘I’ll see you again.’

She disappears one day...If you miss her, she misses you.
Basic courtesy.

She wants you to know that she loves her family and friends dearly. So, if you’re one of the above, you’re blessed!

What more can I say? God has given her many stepping stones. Lucky? She knows she's more than just that.

This gemini is a go-getter and a professional hairstylist/manga artist/animator/coast lifeguard wannabe.

She believes in dreaming. She believes that her moment will come, and when it does, here in this spotlight, she'll shine like a superstar.

She already lost half her life to sleep. Yes, she only realises it after waking up.

But, she is determined that her other half will be filled with her dreams, and of course, a little magic. Get to know her? Pick one: Email/Msn/Friendster/Facebook/Fictionpress

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