Pantomime animosity.

I'm the boy that looks excited
I'm the boy that's gonna fall apart
Candyfloss, I lie to myself
I'm the boy that eats his heart out

I know I should be more careful
I know I should watch where I've been
Candyfloss and she's a safecracker
She kissed me first and then broke in

We slip and slide on the stay-together landmine
I make my mind up to never be myself
And every time I make a rhyme
I live my life for someone else

Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa

She's in the kitchen with bitter diamond drunks
(She's in the way)
I'm on the sofa hoping she leaves that punk cause
(I'm in the way)

I'm the boy with the poetry power
I'm the boy, smells like flowers
Every time I make a rhyme
I live my life like I wasn't invited

Oh-whoa-whoa

She's in the way
I'm in the way

I'm the boy that looks excited
I'm the boy that's gonna fall apart
Candyfloss, she kissed me first
And I'm the boy, don't get me started

I know I should be more careful
I know I should watch where I've been
Candyfloss, she's a safecracker
She kissed me first, then broke in

Oh-whoa-whoa

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i'm missing my sister already.

Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 11:08 AM

I know I'm a small town girl from nowhere
But I'm making it
You don't know how hard it was for me

I wish that I was older when I met you
Looking back now
Maybe you ware my best therapy

A ticket on a greyhound bus
The total sum of both of us
It's turned into a limousine
And you walk right back into my dreams

Just when I was totally exposed
You left me in the cold
And walked right out of here
(Walked right of here)

You just had to be so smart
You denied my heart
When I wanted you the most
You left me baby(Totally exposed)

Now you want some closure for your actions
A Disney ending
But you know I'm out of empathy

I got my life back I got my freedom
I'm not wasting it
You won't be the one defining me
I'm not the one who said goodbye
Who left me there so high and dry

You're not my future
you're my past
At least I'm glad you've changed

You're mine at last

Just when I was totally exposed
You left me in the cold
And walked right out of here
(Walked right of here)

You just had to be so smart
You denied my heart
When I wanted you the most
You left me baby
(Totally exposed)

Now you walk right back into my dreams.

Love that song.
Yeah, its sung by tata young.
Her ready for love album is superrbbbbb.
Guys, i know i'm laggin since it was released in August, but hey, she's cool.

What's been happening this past few days:
1. My sis left for cambodia five days ago for service learning
2. Bball with adriel, zhicheng, keean and my bro

Taken at terminal one, five days ago.

We sent her off early in the morning at 3am and i was like panda-eyed. i can't believe its only five days since my sister left. it feels like ages already.

For the updates on bball, go to keean's blog. He even has the 'hidden information' to that bunch of china construction workers cum air-con installers they played with. Hahas.

Unity's class chalet is in two days time and i'm feeling nervous.
Don't rly know why either.When you haven't seen your classmates since primary school for three and a half years, you tend to feel that way uh.

Back to yesterday, some'thing' had such a significant death, (considering its size), that i just had to publicise it here.

Died on 13th Dec 2009.
Cause of death: suffocation, suicide.
Reason: mismatched legs, evolution's fault.
May god bless you for dying such a horrible death.

Poor thing. They just don't know when to stop flying in.
Here's a nice orbituary page for you so thank me, dude.

Other than the death of that oversized beetle above, yesterday was a day which made me wonder about 'jobs'. Sure, everyone wants a job now.

After the o's, everybody's like on this mad rush for a job.
Why?
Because all your friends are working and you want to be part of it.
Because you're finally of legal working age and you want to prove it.
Fullstop.
Its such a simple story.
I don't exactly like the fact that people who got a job goes around asking people 'how much they earned'. Its like they're comparing wages or something. Another thing i don't like is how those who got a job complain about how they don't have time for this and that.

Hey, you got that job yourself and now you want out.
Learn how to manage your time right.

Of course, getting a job, esp. when its your very first one, is something eventful and should be remembered. But, if there's a i-hate-people-who-goes-around-saying-i-have-a-job-but-you-don't group, i'm definitely in it.

Truthfully, i think many who has a job, are flaunting it. Yeah, i get it that you're thrilled and that you're finally earning $$$, but whatever. I'm not against you doing it but i'm listing down the pros and cons of a job.

The pros:
1. $$$$$$ - basic eh.
2. experience
3. time consumer(for those who don't have much to do during the hols, this is an option.)

The cons:
1. you don't have free time anymore
2. you join the working class rank (squeezing on buses/trains during peak hours becomes your pastime)
3. you're tired from a day's work
(the list goes on...)

Oh weeeell, maybe i'm being kinda green-eyed at those who are slogging their lifes out there now for their payslips. Maybe that was the reason why i was so eager to pick up a job, any job.

Looking back, if i had done that, i wouldn't have time for all the extra improve-oneself's activities. i could say byebye to piano, swimming and japanese. there would be no self-fufillment, no sitting on the couch for hours in front of the tevee, no more net-surfing, no more going to the library to pick up a good read, no more watching movies with my family, no more prowling through my brother's textbooks, no more newspaper reading, no more audition and playing sorority life on facebook, no more youtube shows, so many more worries, anxieties, and an entirely huge extra commitment.

This was according to my parents,
"Don't take on an unneccesary role when you don't need it."

Yeah, i guess.
i'm thankful that i didn't jump to any of the roll calls for a waitress or a salesgirl in an unknown shop somewhere in town.

I know now what i want.
I don't want just any job.
I don't want to be just that waitress in a cafe or a hotel.
I want a job with profession.

(options like the office girl, a lifeguard, somebody who works at the children's daycare centre, working at the night safari or the zoo- a job that's going to be a whole lot more interesting.) maybe i'm aiming a little too high, but when i get back from vacation, these'll definitely be jobs to look out for.

Yes, i'm looking forward to being a lifeguard, but then again, i'll enjoy my holidays when i still can, and make the best of it.

Ladies and gentleman, welcome to the candy empire.

Hello. My name is liying, without any spacing in between.
I'm obviously a girl, if it isn't obvious enough. I also have this super, uber, long name which says Any one will do, its your choice.

My awesomeness can't be contained in such a teeny-weeny box because i'm sensational. Yes, I'm loved, bayy-beh. I blog about everything under the sun and anything that's the past, present and the future. My profile page is non-existent, because its not long enough.

In more detail, click here.

16 on 18 June. She's single & loving it.

She's like TV, you see her, hear her like CD.

But clearly you'd be on different degree levels, whatever. No, you can't touch her.

Give her a pink candyfloss, and you’ll be loved by her.

Prioritize her, you automatically jump to the top of her list.

She says MARSHMELLOWS, KOKO CRUNCH and HONEY STARS are the happenning.

She is bubbly, temperamental, and fabulous.

She takes pride in being a bakaranger, as bakaRED the dolphin. In fact, BAKAS are her first priority.

What you see is what you get.
She's what you see and what she will be.
That's just who she is.

If she wants to do this, i'm sorry, but you can't make her do that.

There's more to what meets the eye. So, although first impressions last forever, blow that.

Judge her based on what's inside, not 'the cover'.

You are perfection. She's your reflection.

She is nobody.
Nobody is perfect.
HAHA, erase that.

She does what everyone else does. She seeks perfection and strives to keep her inconsistent sanity in check.

She's an artist. She draws, yes.

The weather forecasts her mood, and her mood predicts her dress code.

Unpredictable? Yes. Like the river currents, she changes course fast.

You may not be able to keep up with her; because with her around, you never know what's going to happen next.

In short, she's versatile.

Wild at times, but she's a fun-loving, peacelover. (Of couse, she tries hard to be the peacemaker.)

Her personality doesn't lie. She keeps her promises and am true to her word.

Give her no permission? She breaks the rules.

She doesn't conform. She loves fashion. Her style is imagination.

Don't ever try to play her. Don't lie, don't patronise, just change your ways.

Lights out, there's no room for her to cry. So tell her what went wrong.

For every door that's open, she's not going to shut it. Why no, she prefers to take her chances.

The issue on weight ticks her off.

She desires a lower metabolism 'cause its really difficult for her to put on the extra kilograms.

Unless you want to feel guilty for the rest of your life, do not ever mention the words 'you are skinny' because it does hurt.

It would be a great blow to her self-esteem. No, correction. She would be greatly demoralised.

Be kind to her, she forgives and forgets.

She must confess she loves her bloody punctuality, though she tries to be on time.

She yearns morning rains and waking up to the sounds of waves.

To watch the stars and have a clover leaf, its luck.

Everything ‘bout her screams water and she thinks water is the coolest drink.

She loves everything and hates nothing.

She’s into swimming, lifesaving, wakeboarding, drumming, rollerblading, rollercoasters, glow-in-the-darks, bunk beds, japanese, anime, audition, manga and her eekies.

She loves sleeping, but hey, she's no pig.

She loves shiny things because they catch the eye. Diamonds, chandeliers, shoes, bags, anything glitter goes.

She loves lipgloss, eyeliner, red nails and her red highlights. Yes, she's vain, but isn't that what makes a girl?

A huge fan of Walt Disney, she espcially loves the redhead little mermaid, Ariel.

Although she sucks at it, she loves jigsaw puzzles.

She likes to see the pieces come together, just like how she makes life to be - a portrait.

Her world is filled with colours, especially RED.scarlet, aqua and azure.

There’s no such thing as black and white, so don’t tell her what’s right from wrong.

She wants good riddance to evil, global warming and poverty.

If you smoke, she bites.

Keep your nails off the chalkboard, unless you're trying to bring her down.

Music plays a large part in her life. She enjoys stuffing earpieces in her ears and hear the music explode.

Sometimes, she tries to escape from burnin' out.

Give her a super shock, blow her off the block. Make her wanna. You're welcomed.

Rock. She likes it when you pop.

Guys with spiky hair make her melt. But hush, hush, turn it up baby, make your move. You've got fever, this freaking beat's so hot.

If you've got something she's never seen, one shot, you gotta give her everything.

Only one condition before she moves. She's no longer your prey, but the predator.

With every move she makes, she keeps her hunting eyes on the game. When her target is finally found, now it's time to play.

No need to talk, when you're caught.

Games get a bit of that, where's the thunder at. Get in her track, she's game.

But remember there's one thing you should know, when she's in hot pursuit, her mission is you. You don't have to beg for more.

She doesn't turn back. She doesn't fear her past - Guess she delivers that.

She believes in fairytales, miracles and happily-ever-afters.

Don’t say no to her because she’ll make you say yes.

If you don't want her to go, try to convice her that she should stay.

She dislikes things like parting ways and saying goodbyes. The next time you leave her, instead of saying ‘bye’, say ‘I’ll see you again.’

She disappears one day...If you miss her, she misses you.
Basic courtesy.

She wants you to know that she loves her family and friends dearly. So, if you’re one of the above, you’re blessed!

What more can I say? God has given her many stepping stones. Lucky? She knows she's more than just that.

This gemini is a go-getter and a professional hairstylist/manga artist/animator/coast lifeguard wannabe.

She believes in dreaming. She believes that her moment will come, and when it does, here in this spotlight, she'll shine like a superstar.

She already lost half her life to sleep. Yes, she only realises it after waking up.

But, she is determined that her other half will be filled with her dreams, and of course, a little magic. Get to know her? Pick one: Email/Msn/Friendster/Facebook/Fictionpress

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