Pantomime animosity.

I'm the boy that looks excited
I'm the boy that's gonna fall apart
Candyfloss, I lie to myself
I'm the boy that eats his heart out

I know I should be more careful
I know I should watch where I've been
Candyfloss and she's a safecracker
She kissed me first and then broke in

We slip and slide on the stay-together landmine
I make my mind up to never be myself
And every time I make a rhyme
I live my life for someone else

Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa

She's in the kitchen with bitter diamond drunks
(She's in the way)
I'm on the sofa hoping she leaves that punk cause
(I'm in the way)

I'm the boy with the poetry power
I'm the boy, smells like flowers
Every time I make a rhyme
I live my life like I wasn't invited

Oh-whoa-whoa

She's in the way
I'm in the way

I'm the boy that looks excited
I'm the boy that's gonna fall apart
Candyfloss, she kissed me first
And I'm the boy, don't get me started

I know I should be more careful
I know I should watch where I've been
Candyfloss, she's a safecracker
She kissed me first, then broke in

Oh-whoa-whoa

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i want my life back.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 9:59 PM

Ohmytian.
i see the post.

ARIGATOU GOZAIMAS BAKA BLUEEE! xD jie, wo qian ni ren qing.
No hard feelings, but i rly hope the peson directed at will draw the line between friend and classmate.
Whats so bad about just being a classmate? i don't get it.

my definition of friend and classmate.
friend = bakarangers
classmate-friend = everybodyelse.
Hope its clear enough. :D

and jianhao, i'm sorry, but i dont think anybdy has the right to call someone a bitch.
unless, you are a female dog and your hobby is to bark at people who didn’t DO anything wrong in the first place. Furthermore, this is rly none of your business. I know you placed yourself in your friend’s shoes, but try putting yourself in mine.

Its not easy okay?
Its not easy to know that you are hurting someone over and over again.
Do you know what it feels like to be able to HURT SOMEBODY? I bet you don’t. Or maybe you do.

Its not AS EASY AS YOU THINK when you have the power to.

So just shut up and MYOB okay? OKAY?!

You think I like to hurt people right?
You think I volunteered to be in such a position huhs? FINE.
You can all see me as the bad guy, okay?
I’m a bitch, happy? Think whatever you like.

When you are in my place, you will know its freaking unfortunate.
You can’t wait for the person to give up.

Although you know that by doing so, its painful for that individual.

What do you want me to do otherwise?
Pity love? That doesn’t work right.

Or let the person live on in wishful thinking? That is out of the question.

Both are wrong.

I am telling you right now, that if both happens, that person will never be able to MOVE ON.

When someone has walked into a dead end,
you know it but he doesn't.
do you egg him on and make him bang the wall?
NO.
YOU ask him to turn around,
which is definitely not what you are doing right now.

GET IT? So, as a friend, YOU BETTER BE ONE.
AND ACT LIKE ONE.

I guess you don’t know huhs.
How it feels like.

Especially when it happens over and over and over and over and over again.
I’m so tired of it. I rly hate it, you know?

oh, it doesn't happen to you. Of course you don't know.

I DREAD IT.
I keep losing my classmates;
I totally expected this to happen, its so predictable I don’t give a shit alr.
It was going to happen sooner or later, anw.

Maybe they should give us a lesson on how to make these things right.

To Yingchen, I am rly, rly, rly, rly sorry.
For everything.
I know I can’t make it up to you in any possible way, but please accept my apology.

and for goodness sake, i dont hate you.
and i never lied about it.
there was nothing to lie about, in the first place.

You just didn't ask me what i didnt like.

i dont like the way you keep doing things for me which you wont do for other people.
i dont like the way you dont treat me like how you do to everyone else.
i dont like the fact that i know you wouldnt talk to me if i was a normal classmate to you.
i dont like how you worked so hard to change yourself because it was for me.
i dont like how i can influence you so easily.
i dont like you treating me as someone different, or special, or whatever, i dont know.
i dont like you not admitting it, that it was supposed to be over long ago.
i dont like you not knowing the difference between a classmate and a friend.
and that you could only be one of them.
i dont like you changing yourself for me.
i dont like the fact that everytime i see you, i feel guilty.
when in the first place, i shouldn't be the one in wrong.
i dont like how you made it end.
i don’t like how you banned me from tagging at your blog.
i don’t like how i cant comment on your essays or anything.
i don’t like the fact that you see me as an investment, and that you don’t want anything to do with me after finally realising.
i don’t like the very fact that you did not treasure the classmate friendship there always was while I did.

This week is totally horrible.
It’s the worst of the year.
Everything seems to be falling apart.

-_____________________-
ARGH. I need my swimming pool.

It’s been 7 weeks…z_________________z
7!!!!!! I feel like a fish out of water.
I’m dying, literally.

No wonder I feel so out-of-sorts.
My head is hurting like hell.
And people around me are not being understanding at all.

Can all of you please just go away?
i feel like shutting out the world now.

I’m sooooooo not me now.
T____________________T
I scolded my sis and now I’m dao-ing her like mad.
*sobs*

Omg. Even my typing is so slowww.
What’s wrong with me?!

maybe its cause you are missing.
I’m going mad. I’m going mad.
I had a bad dream cause you weren’t there.
I need youuuuu~
Its been only a day, but it feels like a lifetime.
I miss you like crazy. I can’t get you out of my mind, you piggggg.

Its all just a bad dream.

I hate my second self.
(I’m sorry, mei.)
Its always when I don’t use my brain and think before I act.

I want my me back.

Ladies and gentleman, welcome to the candy empire.

Hello. My name is liying, without any spacing in between.
I'm obviously a girl, if it isn't obvious enough. I also have this super, uber, long name which says Any one will do, its your choice.

My awesomeness can't be contained in such a teeny-weeny box because i'm sensational. Yes, I'm loved, bayy-beh. I blog about everything under the sun and anything that's the past, present and the future. My profile page is non-existent, because its not long enough.

In more detail, click here.

16 on 18 June. She's single & loving it.

She's like TV, you see her, hear her like CD.

But clearly you'd be on different degree levels, whatever. No, you can't touch her.

Give her a pink candyfloss, and you’ll be loved by her.

Prioritize her, you automatically jump to the top of her list.

She says MARSHMELLOWS, KOKO CRUNCH and HONEY STARS are the happenning.

She is bubbly, temperamental, and fabulous.

She takes pride in being a bakaranger, as bakaRED the dolphin. In fact, BAKAS are her first priority.

What you see is what you get.
She's what you see and what she will be.
That's just who she is.

If she wants to do this, i'm sorry, but you can't make her do that.

There's more to what meets the eye. So, although first impressions last forever, blow that.

Judge her based on what's inside, not 'the cover'.

You are perfection. She's your reflection.

She is nobody.
Nobody is perfect.
HAHA, erase that.

She does what everyone else does. She seeks perfection and strives to keep her inconsistent sanity in check.

She's an artist. She draws, yes.

The weather forecasts her mood, and her mood predicts her dress code.

Unpredictable? Yes. Like the river currents, she changes course fast.

You may not be able to keep up with her; because with her around, you never know what's going to happen next.

In short, she's versatile.

Wild at times, but she's a fun-loving, peacelover. (Of couse, she tries hard to be the peacemaker.)

Her personality doesn't lie. She keeps her promises and am true to her word.

Give her no permission? She breaks the rules.

She doesn't conform. She loves fashion. Her style is imagination.

Don't ever try to play her. Don't lie, don't patronise, just change your ways.

Lights out, there's no room for her to cry. So tell her what went wrong.

For every door that's open, she's not going to shut it. Why no, she prefers to take her chances.

The issue on weight ticks her off.

She desires a lower metabolism 'cause its really difficult for her to put on the extra kilograms.

Unless you want to feel guilty for the rest of your life, do not ever mention the words 'you are skinny' because it does hurt.

It would be a great blow to her self-esteem. No, correction. She would be greatly demoralised.

Be kind to her, she forgives and forgets.

She must confess she loves her bloody punctuality, though she tries to be on time.

She yearns morning rains and waking up to the sounds of waves.

To watch the stars and have a clover leaf, its luck.

Everything ‘bout her screams water and she thinks water is the coolest drink.

She loves everything and hates nothing.

She’s into swimming, lifesaving, wakeboarding, drumming, rollerblading, rollercoasters, glow-in-the-darks, bunk beds, japanese, anime, audition, manga and her eekies.

She loves sleeping, but hey, she's no pig.

She loves shiny things because they catch the eye. Diamonds, chandeliers, shoes, bags, anything glitter goes.

She loves lipgloss, eyeliner, red nails and her red highlights. Yes, she's vain, but isn't that what makes a girl?

A huge fan of Walt Disney, she espcially loves the redhead little mermaid, Ariel.

Although she sucks at it, she loves jigsaw puzzles.

She likes to see the pieces come together, just like how she makes life to be - a portrait.

Her world is filled with colours, especially RED.scarlet, aqua and azure.

There’s no such thing as black and white, so don’t tell her what’s right from wrong.

She wants good riddance to evil, global warming and poverty.

If you smoke, she bites.

Keep your nails off the chalkboard, unless you're trying to bring her down.

Music plays a large part in her life. She enjoys stuffing earpieces in her ears and hear the music explode.

Sometimes, she tries to escape from burnin' out.

Give her a super shock, blow her off the block. Make her wanna. You're welcomed.

Rock. She likes it when you pop.

Guys with spiky hair make her melt. But hush, hush, turn it up baby, make your move. You've got fever, this freaking beat's so hot.

If you've got something she's never seen, one shot, you gotta give her everything.

Only one condition before she moves. She's no longer your prey, but the predator.

With every move she makes, she keeps her hunting eyes on the game. When her target is finally found, now it's time to play.

No need to talk, when you're caught.

Games get a bit of that, where's the thunder at. Get in her track, she's game.

But remember there's one thing you should know, when she's in hot pursuit, her mission is you. You don't have to beg for more.

She doesn't turn back. She doesn't fear her past - Guess she delivers that.

She believes in fairytales, miracles and happily-ever-afters.

Don’t say no to her because she’ll make you say yes.

If you don't want her to go, try to convice her that she should stay.

She dislikes things like parting ways and saying goodbyes. The next time you leave her, instead of saying ‘bye’, say ‘I’ll see you again.’

She disappears one day...If you miss her, she misses you.
Basic courtesy.

She wants you to know that she loves her family and friends dearly. So, if you’re one of the above, you’re blessed!

What more can I say? God has given her many stepping stones. Lucky? She knows she's more than just that.

This gemini is a go-getter and a professional hairstylist/manga artist/animator/coast lifeguard wannabe.

She believes in dreaming. She believes that her moment will come, and when it does, here in this spotlight, she'll shine like a superstar.

She already lost half her life to sleep. Yes, she only realises it after waking up.

But, she is determined that her other half will be filled with her dreams, and of course, a little magic. Get to know her? Pick one: Email/Msn/Friendster/Facebook/Fictionpress

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